Vs.1 Look out make, way for the better life Absence makes my heart grow harder Ignore the slave, mimic the renegade Bodies on the bedspread never felt such pain I will pay the token for you Brother if I could touch and take the same Pre Chorus This day- blackened! This time- focus! Vs. 2 Look out, make way for the better life Absence makes my heart grow harder One verse later, ten years lost Childhood memories never been embraced You will say to me these words are truth Mother urge my selfless means to the end Brother if I could touch and take the same And pass your burdens on to me (To Pre Chorus) Chorus Be a friend of my past strife Dead again Dare I say Ive lost my life To the now- all fiction recall! Recall Bridge Its become a part of me Something I wished to never be Hear my play back (play back) I brought you back (play back) Now Im back (play back) Now Im back (play back) (To Chorus
Vs.1 Fast forward to the end of the day And never expecting a memory I did not ask for the news today But still I wade into the guilt Pre Chorus Im tryin so hard (I wont forget you) Im feelin your heart (beating through me) Im tryin so hard (I wont forget you) Im feelin your heart (beating through me) Vs. 2 With a scene of chaos around My flashbulb is taken in my head Then the earth stops underneath me And you become a stamp on my- brain Chorus Im remembering all of this Im remembering all of this while driving down that road Bridge Everyday I see your face lying on the ground Your arms are spread wide open With all the people around This time I cant erase the feelings I have found Children cry, and I make no sound I wont forget you beating through me (To Chorus)
Vs.1 Resort to trips- all this just a sliver In the back of my big head- its still prying Its way to my hands- your eyes are always watching Every move Im- Im making in this trap you call a home! In this trap you call a home! Vs. 2 React to plights- all this just a nightmare In my worst dream-youre there- said, Its just conscious Knock Knock on my skull- my soul is always flying Every which way Im taking in this trap you call a home In this trap you call a home! Pre Chorus Hemorrhaging: a kiss of joy like no other My insides always bleeding, and I try to bide my- time! Chorus Destroy instinct; see me retry everything (Kisses of joy) Destroy instinct; see me give in to everyone (Cold truth below) Destroy instinct; see me retry everything (Clawing away!) Destroy instinct; see me give in to hate again! Bridge Kisses of joy (Repeat) (To Pre Chorus) (To Chorus)
Vs. 1 Close my eyes the world is gone Only God can hear my song Home alone in bed at night Lost my vision, losing sight Vs. 2 Lost in seas of salty tears Actions confirm all my fears Home alone at night in bed My words floating through your head Bridge My mind is coming back My mind is coming back My mind is coming back Chorus Love is truth, hate is real No on knows how I feel Where I begin, youre just another sin Push me in, throw me out This cant be what Im about I have no end, tend to be lost again Again Chorus Love is truth, hate is real No on knows how I feel Where I begin, youre just another sin Push me in, throw me out This cant be what Im about I have no end, tend to be lost again Again
Vs. 1 He lies on the iron His skin grows like weeds around the rail Consumed, soul gazing Laughing in self secreted filth-Now! Chorus Get up, get off the rail-shut your eyes Wake up, push out the nail-you know it now Face up, youre on the groung-salt your pain Get up, get off the rail-naked eyes Vs. 2 He scoffs at the warning Helping hands judge the hypocrite Outside the conflict Emotion crumbles sense abound-Now! (To Chorus) Bridge Circumference of your one and only tear My skin is growing a mind of its own Permeating suffocating All the while you know your through You know you got to... (To Chorus) Bridge 2 Get up-shut your eyes Wake up-you know it now Get up-salt your pain Naked eyes
Vs. 1 Come around breathin heavy and believing what? Lift my voice Poise that causes falling to my knees! Proper reactions of worldly decay Going easy on any day! Chorus Going easy any other day Then mutilate this earth Falling silent to my tattered knees Then mutilate this earth Vs. 2 My about; reason only in receiving what? Lift my head Noise that pauses, what wonder is behind! Proper behaviors of each to respond Going easy on any day! (To Chorus) Bridge I always said you were somethin but I know I gotta hit the ground runnin I always said you were somethin but I know I gotta hit the ground runnin I always said you were somethin but I know I gotta hit the ground- Runnin! Get this right the first time, I just tried to help you! Get this right the first time, I just tried to help you! Get this right! I just tried! Get this right! I just tried! Mutilate! Mutilate!
Vs.1 Hey Mr. Hollywood You think youre somethin now? You wont feel the same way When Im not around to take the fall Hey Mr. Hollywood You think youre a big shot? You wont feel the same way When were not here to be your- Pre Chorus -Guy- Fall guy, scape goat-- fall guy Chorus Actuality drips from my fingertips Im bleeding non-phobic philosophy Im being caught in gloves of daydreamed myths Your knocking sense not making sense to me Vs. 2 Hey you, Miss popular You think youre better than me? You wont act the same way When Im in a world you wont see Pardon me But Ive got something to say: It will be your heyday When were not here to be your- (To Pre Chorus) (To Chorus) Bridge I see everything through the fabric of a blindfold I am grounded in storybooks watching the dart- dive! This is my fall guy rebellion! (To Chorus)
Vs. 1 Ideas are spawning fearful of future Stomachs are aching, but you could never understand Who will believe; who will believe me When will these matters be taken for real Senses can betray, feelings can warn Things will be clearer with thirty lit candles and melting wax! Chorus This is the way Ive always felt! This is the way Ive always known! This is the way Ive always felt! This is the way Ive always known! Known! Known! Vs. 2 Seasons are turning faster than before I cant forget this I need this reminder to keep me alive Keep me alive Keep me alive Keep me alive (To Chorus) Bridge Thirty years have come and gone now Im over halfway there When I tell you all my problems You promise not to stare? Im over halfway there Im over halfway-there! Thirty years have come and gone now! (The way Ive always known!) Im over halfway there! (The way I know!) When I tell you all my problems (The way Ive always felt!) You promise not to stare! (To Chorus)
Vs.1 I tie the rope around my wrists I write this note to give me peace I turned and ran right in their skin I walked that path that brought me down You tempt my flesh, I turn my face This might be more than I can take I keep my own, I hold you high Im breakin down before your eyes Chorus To my self, one and lonely Vs. 2 I wade right in the thick of it I use my voice to aid the sick I take my place among the sheep I play the cards that I am dealt You turn the tides right on my game This cant be right down in this place I keep my own, I hold you high Im breakin down before your eyes (To Chorus) Bridge Im the only one whos tryin The rest are all-gone! Your will this time! Youve got to get me help! Take my life as a pound of wet clay Mold it into your own-or whatever will Save me from this worldly winding road Show me straight as I try the narrow road Im the only one whos tryin The only one (To Chorus)
Vs. 1 Im sittin here, Im thinkin here, and all my friends are waitin by the stairs I cant believe what you keep on doin to me What you keep on doin to me Chorus Please dont play the fool to me Please dont say what I cant take Vs. 2 Im doubting now, youre pouting now, and all I can do is run away from you Do you believe in why I continue to stay around here? Why I continue to stay around here Why I continue to stay Why I continue to stay! Why I continue to stay! Why I contin-! Why-I-stay! Bridge With staggering dispatch Helios is veiled Catching the hourglass in muse A snare of spindled steel Cocoons the beauty Where she lies in anxious slumber Swiftly morning warmth Dissipates drops of twilight nectar And her crystal empire Glints against a weary iris Vice for the maggots Vs. 3 Im sittin here, Im thinkin here, and all my friends are waitin in the street I cant believe what web I have stepped into now Why dont you go bother someone else for a while Why dont you go bother someone else for a while Why dont you go bother someone else for a while! Why dont you-go! Go! This-changed-my-life (To Chorus)
Vs.1 Tear all love away from me Theres something here youve got to see Bring in angered thoughts Sympathy and tones of voice Are forcing answers with no choice Throw out angered thoughts Pre Chorus Before I cry, know that I try Before I cry, know that I try Chorus We live in this world of lost heads And we try to get away We live in this world of lost heads And we try to get away Vs. 2 Burn the bridges left for me And face the face you can not see Give me one more chance Clouded vision takes my fate Im everything I love to hate Ive got one more chance (To Pre Chorus) (To Chorus) (Repeat)